i'm very out of sorts lately, feeling conflicted and overly emotional. the other day i got a bit snappy with the sales lady and told her she wasn't being very australian. what? who says that...out load. i left thinking about how ugly my behavior was and how quickly it could snowball. i wanted to go home crawl into bed and wrap myself in wool. only it was to warm, to beautiful, and far to sunny for that sort of thing. it's left me aching for a crisp autumn afternoon cozied up in knitwear while reading the stack of health magazines my mom has left behind.